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| once again everything becomes past tense
fragile, unpredictable, vulnerable
Why.........
I am not strong
I don't want to be strong
sinking into silence | | |
| angry!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am totally wrong because I believed in someone that I should not believe.
This lesson tells me to trust no one other than myself.
I am furious........
I don't need all these big talkes about what I should or shouldn't do
Do I have to make a public notice that I apologize for not planning out my schedule ahead of time?
Help is a kind of willingness.
when it becomes demand, there is tension between the giver and receiver.
I hate this tension.
When does it become a race of counting of favor?
What am i hanging onto?
As I said I need to let go, and why didn't I? | | |
| Once again fall very hard........
I will survive by myself,
sun will continue to rise.
i will be fine.
Concentrate
No more tear | | |
| I am one year older again....
somehow i know I still have a long long way to go.
I can't wait to see what's in front of me,
but at the same time, I feel the dizziness.
Focus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When do I start spinning?
How can I make it stop?
Not again...............Almost slip.
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| I need to distance myself.
I am on the edge of the danger zone...
Oh God, help me!!!!!!!
I dont' wanna fall again.
Focus, focus...
Lately, I really think that happiness and sadness come and go really quick.
Before I can feel their existance, they are already gone.
I really hate the feeling that I need to ask someone for financial favor.
When can I have the strength to stand up bymyself?
Where is the support that YOU promised?
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